I've recently found myself to be a very angry and hateful person.

Feelings that come from politics, school, and my father leave me wanting a house where I can just walk in, blow up anything I want, and have it cleaned up for free. I don't sleep well, I usually spend an hour in my bed basically seething, breathing deeply before I finally fall asleep.

Most people don't know im this way either... I don't act violent or anything when im around people, I just act... like nothing. This past school year I think all of my teachers asked me to smile at least once. Hehe... I went out to eat with my mother the other day, and while she was in the bathroom a girl around my age was busing tables. She stole one or two glances at me, and eventually stopped what she was doing and said "Smile!" I just replied with my usual "It's not my thing."

In short, in recent months ive been a walking piece of pissed-off. Does anyone else feel this way in private? Just completely angry at times? I only have one real friend I hang out with, thats only because we like all the same things and don't get into any of the things that piss me off. Sorry, im rambling.

But if you want a glimpse into my mind, watch this clip from South Park. Warning, it may be a little... disturbing. And I hope I didn't scare you all. Though I probably did.

Anger is in everyone. Not being an agressive person simply means you bottle up that anger. Solution would be to find a way to "unleash" that emotion that you have to let go of. Obviously, it would have to be in a healthy way. Find something that requires energy, and channel that anger into energy for what you're doing. Play drums, jump around playing guitar, sing your heart out.

I feel like this too. When I get angry I turn my music up loud, sing along, play guitar. Just let it all go. It usually depends on what caused the anger though. If I got in trouble for something, I'll usually let sorrow over take the anger, but that's a different thread entirely...