I've been sick with a chronic illness sense I was 13. It's called Ulcerative Collitis. Every month I go to the hospital to get a medical treatment. For two hours I sit in a chair while an IV pumps this medication called remicade in me. I hate it. I feel sick afterward but it's better than when I'd spend a week in the hospital being miserable... But this whole thing is awful. I get scared of going...

I'm sorry Neko... :( Please don't be scared... We'll all be here to help you through... I hope everything goes well for you, and I hope you don't get any sicker... :sad:

you'll be allright were here for ya.

love marshall :huggle: :gift: :hug:

Aww, you know that we all will be here for you, right here and in spirit. :huggle:

I hope you get well soon.

I know the feeling. D: I used to have to go to the doctor a lot when I was younger.

Just think positive and know you're getting better by going. Happy thoughts can be life savers. <3

What CG said...as much as you are scared, you gotta go cos it's just going to help you get better. Be brave! We're here for you ^^
I used to go to the doc alot too when I was younger cos I had severe childhood asthma. It's best to have regular checkups and treatments rather than waiting for the disease to manifest before you seek help. :gift:

I can't relate to it directly, but my grandmother goes to the hospital often as well, with IV pumping nearby. Even though you feel scared, remember that we're all supporting you spiritually (like Aerith is for Cloud--if that helps :)).

*nods* So true.

Here's how it was:

I watched Princess Mononoke for the whole 2 hours I was getting my infusion. Afterward I felt sick and couldn't feel my legs very well. I slept for 4 hours. Oh, and apparently I lost 9 pounds and gained one inch in height so I'm 108 lbs and 5' 4"

I'm sorry you felt sick afterwards, but at least it's all over, ne? You grew an inch; I think I shrunk. In my imaginary world, I'm 5'7", but sadly that dream will never come true.

What's Princess Monoke like?

Its a fabulous movie, you should take a look: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Princess_Mononoke

But anyways, I'm so sorry to hear it Ne Ne. I've always hated the doctor's. I've actually never been much. Just for a physical check up every couple year's or so... believe me, I don't enjoy people I don't know touching me...-.-'
Getting the treatment is better than having to be sick for a week, right? *huggles*