"Letter to heaven"

I want to join
To you
How is it?
Who needs me more?
You or they?
There or here?
Please tell me
I don't see a sense
Of this life
Why I've to live?
Why you can't take me to you?
Your warm hands, beatiful smile?
Why did you had to die?
Why...?

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The lamp's light
Dreams in my mind
What makes me happy?
You? me?
No, it isn't this
One word "miss"
Now, I know
It isn't show
You're thinking about me
You'll never leave
What have you started

"I can't do anything"

I'm writting a letter
I want to say
"I love you forever"
I don't know how
Words, can I use
I think no one letter
All pictures more
But it doesn't matter
I can only wait
Only for you
I think it might
Because I can't do anything...

"Real love"

"How can you describe the love?"
It is stupid, blind and one of your life...
It isn't a love
What's this?
Real love- death feeling.

Actually, the title of this topic should be "four poems" but I don't know how to change it.